i should be happy..

GIVING SOMEONE ALL YOUR LOVE IS NEVER AN ASSURANCE,
THAT THEY WILL LOVE YOU BACK..

Some people are just not meant to be in your life,
no matter how much you wants them to be..
Nobody knows that my heart is bleeding,
when I used to smile when I told people,
that WE ARE JUST BEST FRIENDS..
And this FRIENDSHIP is even longer than any other relationship..
That was what you and everyone told me..
AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU,
I HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE..
CAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD BE HAPPIER IF I LET YOU GO..

I'm sorry as i was cried..
I'm sorry as i let tears fell from my eyes..

Missing you isn't the hardest part,
knowing that once i had you,
is what breaks my heart..

I'll never forget the times we shared our joy and sad..
And I'm always remembering how much you cared..

EVERYTHING IS OVER,
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON..

I know once I mention about "THAT",
distance will keep us apart..
SO I WOULD RATHER TO KEEP IT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART..
YOU WOULDN'T KNOW,
AND YOU SHOULDN'T KNOW..

Wish i could be the one who could give you love,
The kind of love you really need..
Wish i could say to you that I'll always stay with you..

** FOUR OF YOU **

== FOUR OF YOU ==

@@my dear christine :
dont forget me even u are sweet in love..
and must remember our promised to be ji mui..
sometimes u really makes me scared..
suddenly show me bad face..
just tell me if u are feeling bad,
but not showing me an unknown face..
i cant guess what's inside ur mind..
it's for real my dear..
i got really scared that my friends angry on me..
WHATEVER IT IS,
YOU ARE STILL MY JI MUI..
AND I AM REALLY THANKS FOR ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF ME WHENEVER I NEEDS YOU..
YOU ARE MY LUCKY STAR..
THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME AT ALL TIME..
THANKS MY DEAR..

@@my dear fishy :
u dont think to make ppl worry on u..
but u are actually making everyone worry about u..
as i told u..
FRIEND IS NOT ABOUT TO PLAY !
BUT TO TAKE CARE EACH OTHER !
please take a very good care of ur health..
it's same to me..
but i wont keep my uncomfortable..
i will tell at least one ppl..
i hoping that u can do so..
I WANNA SAY : THANK YOU..
ALWAYS SUPPORTING ME..
ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF ME..
YOU HAD ALREADY BECAME MY VVIP JI MUI..
DONT THINK TO RUN ! YOU ARE MINE ^^

my dear kitty :
kitty ya kitty ~!
dont keep on asking me to complete my blog..
" pui pui ~ ~ faster go and continue ur blog ~ ~
the one who is CUTE and pretty.. >.<"
haiyar ~! !
my silly and CUTE kitty..
now i am completing my blog.. k?..
i wont write ur bad stuff..
like to waste money is it?..
phone credit over usage is it?..
okay..i dont talk about that.. =P
my CUTE and pretty KITTY..
YOU ARE CUTE AND LIKES TO TALK..
and the most important thing i wanna mention !!
** PLEASE DONT LAUGH LIKE A BxxCH **
even though ur face is CUTE whenever u are laughing.. =P
happy?..lots CUTE is mentioned here..
YOU ARE ALSO A VVIP JIE MEI OF ME..
i know if i didnt state clearly..
u are gonna blames on me..
luckily I AM SMART..
seriously i tell u..
sometimes u will have to mind ur words..
everyone is different..
some ppl DONT like we TALK STRAIGHT TO THE POINT..
so we have to talk carefully..
trying not to offend anyone..
By The Way,
I AM REALLY LIKE YOU AS YOU ARE A CUTE GIRL WITH A KIND-HEARTED..

@@my why why :
emo bro..
why u always in an emo mode and likes to act as the actor in a Music Video?..
going to beat u already !!
TAKE EVERYTHING EASY !
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE..
REMEMBER THAT THINGS WILL WORK OUT FINE FOR YOU..
u are the one that i always tell u the secret insides me..
and thanks for helping and supporting me..
THANKS FOR BEING MY LISTENER..
AND THERE'S MY PLEASURE TO BE YOUR LISTENER TOO..
AS LONG AS YOU ARE PLEASED TO SHARE WITH ANYONE..
I WILL ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU..
i dont want to see u are unhappy..
PROMISE ME..
U WILL BELIEVES THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT IF U TAKES IT EASY !
REALLY.. TRUST ME !
AND WE ARE HERE WITH YOU EVEN THINGS AIN'T GOING WELL..
WE WILL SHARE YOUR JOY AND SAD !
BE HAPPY ALWAYS.. PLEASE ~

6:20 AM
now..
i am still awake..
just to complete this article..
this is my feeling and my thought..
AND I BET YOU GUYS WILL BLAME ME AFTER READ MY BLOG AS I AM STILL AWAKE HERE..
PLEASE DONT ~!!
I REALLY CANT SLEEP >.<
GOING TO SLEEP SOON.. K?..

A NICE DAY IS STARTING ~ ~
HAVE A NICE DAY TO EVERYONE !!
GOOD MORNING , MY WORLD ^^

I cried myself to sleep last night..

When i woke up,

there were tear stains on my pillow..

YOU have no idea of how scared i am of losing YOU..

Not a day goes by without something..

Reminding me of YOU..

The truth is that I MISS YOU..

It gets so hard not being with YOU..

In the twilight of the night,

how i wish to be YOUR GIRL..

There is pain that i'm holding to wait for an answer..

that pain will not let me go..

I dont wanna make this too hard..

But i just wanna be where YOU are..

"IN YOUR LIFE,BY YOUR SIDE,FOREVER.."

BUT..

**WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?..**