〉〉忘记你〈〈

〉〉忘记你〈〈

我又忘记了要忘记你。
这些没有你的日子，
我觉得我已经不再是那个我。
我竟然变得好不知所措。
我竟然变得失去了方向。
以前我常常认真地告诉你：“我要一直跟着你，哪怕是天涯海角。”
而你都总是笑着，没有给我一个回答。
那时候的你有察觉到了吗？
你就是我的方向。

还记得吗？
当你不开心的时候，
我都会给你买那个你爱吃的柠檬茶味道的糖果。
你在我心中的位置比我自己还重要。
你说讨厌看见女生哭，我就偷偷地哭。
你说在外头我们不要牵手，那就不牵。
你说以前的女朋友都会做家务，我就去学。
你说女生指甲长很好看，我就把指甲给留长。
你说我把头发拨去右边的样子很好看，我就不剪浏海。
你说要我减肥，我都不敢吃太多。
你说不想吃东西，所以就算我饿了也没有告诉你。
你说心情不好只想一个人，我就坐在离你很远的角落等你笑。
你说不如我们骑脚踏车去吹风吧，所以我就算累了也不会告诉你。
可是我永远没有办法追上你，
因为你骑太快了，
我真的没有力气也真的开始越来越累了。
就好像我没有力气跟上你的步伐一样。
在我心中还有千千万万个的“你说”，
我尽我所能拚了我的全部，
但你却从不曾了解我其实真的会累的。
每当我期盼从你身上得到些什么，
我就会失去些什么。

也许是我不够好，
所以我不是你要的那个她。

也许这就是缘分吧。
那时的我们还没开始就不被祝福了，
试问这又怎么可能会有个好结果呢？

有时候会很恨自己，
明明努力就可以忘记，
但我就是不想要。

我努力的找另外一个人，
好让我忘记你。
比你好的、比你坏的、比你帅的、比你丑的，
我都找过了。
可是你，就是你。
那个无人能代替你的你。

因为你，我竟然违背了我的原则！
我做了连我作梦也没有想过会去做的事情！
我怎么可以去跟一个男生说我喜欢他呢？
不管这是第一次还是最后一次，
我还是做了。
但我发誓，
这将会是我这一生的唯一一次。
就只是那么一瞬间的感觉，
我竟然做出了如此荒谬的事情！
庆幸我并没有因此而少了什么，
而是学会了珍惜一种比爱情能更长久的东西=友情，
也多了一个知心朋友。
不论你会不会看见，我都想说：谢谢你，我的好朋友。
还有，请把我做过的那愚昧又白目的事情忘掉吧！谢谢你。

我真的好想找回那个迷失了的自己。
可是我才发现，
我竟然傻得可以地还深爱着你。
就算我们的回忆都是伤心的、痛苦的，我都想牢牢记着。
因为那是我们唯一共同拥有的回忆。
我不想忘记你，
就算不能够在一起，
我也宁可记得所有伤心。
只因为我真的真的，
不想忘记你。。。

i should be happy..

GIVING SOMEONE ALL YOUR LOVE IS NEVER AN ASSURANCE,
THAT THEY WILL LOVE YOU BACK..

Some people are just not meant to be in your life,
no matter how much you wants them to be..
Nobody knows that my heart is bleeding,
when I used to smile when I told people,
that WE ARE JUST BEST FRIENDS..
And this FRIENDSHIP is even longer than any other relationship..
That was what you and everyone told me..
AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU,
I HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE..
CAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD BE HAPPIER IF I LET YOU GO..

I'm sorry as i was cried..
I'm sorry as i let tears fell from my eyes..

Missing you isn't the hardest part,
knowing that once i had you,
is what breaks my heart..

I'll never forget the times we shared our joy and sad..
And I'm always remembering how much you cared..

EVERYTHING IS OVER,
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON..

I know once I mention about "THAT",
distance will keep us apart..
SO I WOULD RATHER TO KEEP IT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART..
YOU WOULDN'T KNOW,
AND YOU SHOULDN'T KNOW..

Wish i could be the one who could give you love,
The kind of love you really need..
Wish i could say to you that I'll always stay with you..

** FOUR OF YOU **

== FOUR OF YOU ==

@@my dear christine :
dont forget me even u are sweet in love..
and must remember our promised to be ji mui..
sometimes u really makes me scared..
suddenly show me bad face..
just tell me if u are feeling bad,
but not showing me an unknown face..
i cant guess what's inside ur mind..
it's for real my dear..
i got really scared that my friends angry on me..
WHATEVER IT IS,
YOU ARE STILL MY JI MUI..
AND I AM REALLY THANKS FOR ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF ME WHENEVER I NEEDS YOU..
YOU ARE MY LUCKY STAR..
THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME AT ALL TIME..
THANKS MY DEAR..

@@my dear fishy :
u dont think to make ppl worry on u..
but u are actually making everyone worry about u..
as i told u..
FRIEND IS NOT ABOUT TO PLAY !
BUT TO TAKE CARE EACH OTHER !
please take a very good care of ur health..
it's same to me..
but i wont keep my uncomfortable..
i will tell at least one ppl..
i hoping that u can do so..
I WANNA SAY : THANK YOU..
ALWAYS SUPPORTING ME..
ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF ME..
YOU HAD ALREADY BECAME MY VVIP JI MUI..
DONT THINK TO RUN ! YOU ARE MINE ^^

my dear kitty :
kitty ya kitty ~!
dont keep on asking me to complete my blog..
" pui pui ~ ~ faster go and continue ur blog ~ ~
the one who is CUTE and pretty.. >.<"
haiyar ~! !
my silly and CUTE kitty..
now i am completing my blog.. k?..
i wont write ur bad stuff..
like to waste money is it?..
phone credit over usage is it?..
okay..i dont talk about that.. =P
my CUTE and pretty KITTY..
YOU ARE CUTE AND LIKES TO TALK..
and the most important thing i wanna mention !!
** PLEASE DONT LAUGH LIKE A BxxCH **
even though ur face is CUTE whenever u are laughing.. =P
happy?..lots CUTE is mentioned here..
YOU ARE ALSO A VVIP JIE MEI OF ME..
i know if i didnt state clearly..
u are gonna blames on me..
luckily I AM SMART..
seriously i tell u..
sometimes u will have to mind ur words..
everyone is different..
some ppl DONT like we TALK STRAIGHT TO THE POINT..
so we have to talk carefully..
trying not to offend anyone..
By The Way,
I AM REALLY LIKE YOU AS YOU ARE A CUTE GIRL WITH A KIND-HEARTED..

@@my why why :
emo bro..
why u always in an emo mode and likes to act as the actor in a Music Video?..
going to beat u already !!
TAKE EVERYTHING EASY !
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE..
REMEMBER THAT THINGS WILL WORK OUT FINE FOR YOU..
u are the one that i always tell u the secret insides me..
and thanks for helping and supporting me..
THANKS FOR BEING MY LISTENER..
AND THERE'S MY PLEASURE TO BE YOUR LISTENER TOO..
AS LONG AS YOU ARE PLEASED TO SHARE WITH ANYONE..
I WILL ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU..
i dont want to see u are unhappy..
PROMISE ME..
U WILL BELIEVES THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT IF U TAKES IT EASY !
REALLY.. TRUST ME !
AND WE ARE HERE WITH YOU EVEN THINGS AIN'T GOING WELL..
WE WILL SHARE YOUR JOY AND SAD !
BE HAPPY ALWAYS.. PLEASE ~

6:20 AM
now..
i am still awake..
just to complete this article..
this is my feeling and my thought..
AND I BET YOU GUYS WILL BLAME ME AFTER READ MY BLOG AS I AM STILL AWAKE HERE..
PLEASE DONT ~!!
I REALLY CANT SLEEP >.<
GOING TO SLEEP SOON.. K?..

A NICE DAY IS STARTING ~ ~
HAVE A NICE DAY TO EVERYONE !!
GOOD MORNING , MY WORLD ^^

I cried myself to sleep last night..

When i woke up,

there were tear stains on my pillow..

YOU have no idea of how scared i am of losing YOU..

Not a day goes by without something..

Reminding me of YOU..

The truth is that I MISS YOU..

It gets so hard not being with YOU..

In the twilight of the night,

how i wish to be YOUR GIRL..

There is pain that i'm holding to wait for an answer..

that pain will not let me go..

I dont wanna make this too hard..

But i just wanna be where YOU are..

"IN YOUR LIFE,BY YOUR SIDE,FOREVER.."

BUT..

**WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?..**